"March 25"

Your Birthdate: March 25

You excel at anything difficult or high tech. In other words, you're a total (brilliant) geek. It's difficult for you to find people worth spending time with. Which is probably why you'll take over the world with your evil robots! Your strength: Your unfailing logic Your weakness: Loving machines more than people Your power color: Tan Your power symbol: Pi Your power month: July

"Sana"

Hayy, here I go again.. Bigla na naman akong nakulong sa malungkot kong mundo, na dati puro pangarap kasama ang nagiisang taong pinagkatiwalaan ko at minahal ko ng buong buo. Habang tinitingnan ko ang singsing na nasa kanang kamay ko, lalo kong nararamdam ang sakit at pangungulila sa pakiramdam na may nagmahal sa akin ng totoo at ginawa akong sentro ng kanyang buhay... (oh my God, I feel like I want to cry)
Nalulungkot lang kasi ako, cause why I can't be happy again? And bakit ako nahihirapang maging masaya ulit? Bakit ako nahihirapang magtiwala ulit at pumasok sa isang relasyon.. Lagi ko na lang naiisip, na pwedeng gawin ulit sa akin ang pinagdaanan ko sa past relationship ko... Hayy.. Nahihirapan talaga ako.. Ang gulo ng isip ko at sobra akong nakakaramdam ng lungkot at pangungulila.. Kahit may mga taong nag-aattempt ng pasayahin ako at ibaling ang atensyon ko sa kanila, parang may kulang pa rin. Hindi ko alam! Ewan ko ba! Sana dumating na ang taong magpapabago ng isip ko. Sana dumating na yung sasagip sa akin, sa kalungkutan ko.. Sana makita ko na ang taong mamahalin ko ulit ng buong buo pero matuto na akong magtira para sa sarili ko.. Sana magawa ko ulit, magtiwala ng buo sa taong mamahalin ko, na hindi ako mapapraning sa kaiisip sa kanya kung anong ginagawa niya kapag hindi ako ang kasama niya at hindi niya magagawang lokohin ako.. Ang hirap ng ganong sitwasyon.. Sobrang nakaka-stress and nakakafrustrate. I wanna be happy, yun lang!

"I like you"

"Celesbee"

You are very open.

You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind. A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life.

You are very adaptable.

You are friendly, charming, and warm.

You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat.

Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting.

You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.

You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.

You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.

You are full of energy.

You are spirited and boisterous.

You are bold and daring.

You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.

Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble.

You can have a pretty bad temper at times.

"Final Closure" (My heart says...)

I want to thank you for all the love, happiness, the pain and the tears you have brought into my life. I always told you that you came for a reason into my life. And yes, it is true, you have taught me to love unconditionally no matter how painful it was. The love we shared will always be remembered, will always bring that smile in my heart with no regrets. Times spent with you will always be remembered with tears and joy as it was the joyous and tearful part of my life. You have strengthened my faith, brought me closer to the Lord as I was always afraid to lose you and I hold on to him closely. I never really lost you, did I? I have more than sweet memories because I had you once. I know you loved me well not enough to keep me but enough for the moment. You ruined me for another woman although I was not able to do a good job with you. I am more cautious now, wiser. You hurt me. I can still feel the pain of every word you told me most especially when you weren't sure if you still loved me. You killed me when you said you and I are difficult to happen and I am still dying inside whenever I recall that moment, those words. I used to ask myself how could this guy who had once written sweet, affectionate messages on my phone can now hurt me badly with his words. I loved you so deeply that I become deaf and numb with your effort to push me away… I' being always in control and always able to hold onto myself and for a moment I lost all the esteem, my ability to think, so I realize what I had for you is real love. I know you wanted me to hate you. But I guess I have so much love for you to ever hate you. You made me stronger when you hurt me. I did not say it was good for me to be hurt but it was only because we shared love that I was badly hurt. It is silly but the tears you brought me cleanse my heart with all the past hurt. I probably still might not be over them but it made me a better person. I still cry when I remember you, still have sleepless nights, still wake up on early morning - times you call me to say I miss you or you love me … I still think of you. I still wish in the end there will be you and me and I still wish you loved me, but I am a better person now, able to understand things, see them not only on my point of view, I could better understand people's emotions now, see how could I ever hate you then. Thanks for bringing out the best in me, for all the joy, for giving me the best thing that ever happened in my life that was YOU - I know it's not the end for me; it might be a good start to begin my life again. I shouldn't be ever afraid to love again - I only need to be wiser. In my heart you will always be more than just a sweet memory of the past or the love that was, more than that. I only walked away because you asked me too, because it will make you happy but my heart is never letting you go. That space you filled in will always be there for you. Someone might fill in the empty space and might take some of the space you left behind but there will always be that space in my heart for you even though you have given up on us. I guess I will always love you. I will always love that simple man within you, the sweet you, the sensitive you, the affectionate you. And I will always miss the sweet words, your text messages, your admiring glances, the tight hugs, the sweet kisses, your touch, your strong arms, your comfort, the feeling of being safe, your sweet smile, your cute ears, our long text conversation, our dinners, the holding hands, the late night in the friendly parking lot and YOU.I will always turn around when I see the same vehicle you drove, stop, smile and think of you. I will always look back to the places we've been with that special joy in my heart. The time we spent was brief and yes I loved every minute of it and I will always cherish them. It will not only be good to me while it only lasts, as it will always be good, even when it's over. I thank God that once you came into my life, and thought me how to be strong in facing all this mess and pain that you gave to me.